I've dreamt so many screams
And still I ponder
Wondering the same thing every night

My heart's oh so clouded,
But don't talk about it
Someone just tell me why
I think I already died

If you once dreamt my same dreams,
Would you understand my worried?
Your work, your love all tossed aside
Wishing for escape, not a place to hide...

Tried so many times
I failed to fly
Maybe it'd make sense if I were to die

Still lost, still down
Wanting to scream and shout
Let it out...

It feels like Deja Vu,
But it's not something new
Waking up on the dot
Maybe the pain's some type of clue

It's once again I've taken
Too many things to count...
My heart's Shakin', bones breakin'
Will everything surmount?

I think I already killed myself
Still alive but oh so liminal
Pondered all the possible timelines where I'd be alive
But I still feel empty inside

Sat in bed once again
Thinking of my failed plans
Wishing I'd just drop dead,
But I just torture myself instead

There's no runnin', keep chasin'
A world where I'm still there
My mind darkened, thoughts brewin'
It's never been so clear...

I think I already killed myself
Still alive but oh so liminal
Pondered all the possible timelines where I'd be alive
But I still feel empty inside

Am I doing enough to tell you I'm here?
Am I doing enough to sing my soul so clear?
I wish I could be heard loudly without having to scream
And yet we're here wondering if it's the end