When did I have such big events
That I couldn't even memorize all of them
From all of those trash piles
I picked up one that I could still handle

"one more time" repeating same steps
I can only remember that face
But still it's just that I can't
Memorize your presence entirely

Emotions will go round and round
Around earth following the sun setting
We don't need any trail racks
because we go straight following the night

One more time again the same steps
I can only remember that face
Rain from eyes will soon vanish
With the dark voice too quiet to hear

Not knowing anything, becoming a bystander
Will that ever hurt you so painfully that you suffer
Watching scary nightmares, waking up from that reason
Will that make you crack up that your stomach will hurt in pain

Counting the lame emotions, all day and all night
I have thrown all warmth and cuddle all away in dirty trashcans.
Bye-bye I know we will never meet up again
I don't know why, but I feel this is the truth.
I have to accept it...
I can't smile so easily like all of you bystanders

Like a little doughnut hole
I can't figure out how to efface this hole.
I know it's not possible
To prove your presence entirely.

"One more time" repeating same steps
I can only remember that face
This night too, I will lock myself
Between my bed and cuddly blankets

If there is such thing as emotions that never wither
Will all of us think that this is all just a happy end?
I promise that I will never wish for the past
So please, will you get me something that will burry this hole
Counting the lost emotions, all day and all night
I have thrown all your voice and cuddle all away in dirty trashcans.
Bye-bye I know we will never meet up again
I don't know why, but I feel this is the truth.
I have to accept it...
I can cry so easy unlike all of you, bystanders


The doughnut hole in my heart, is at this moment
The only way to prove that you are still connected right here
Even if that is so, I'm still just depressed
I can feel my heart tearing in to pieces
How can I ever go back...

Counting the lame emotions, all day and all night
I have thrown all my warmth and cuddle all away in dirty trashcans.
Bye-bye I know we will never meet up again
The last words I remembered that you said to me on that day
Quietly Syncing my breath I slowly opened my eyes
Slowly opened my eyes
Slowly opened my eyes
And pardon what was your name?