Lie awake
I don't want to be here
I don't want to stay here
Anymore

I've lost count
Too many times
I vilified myself
And so

I fall asleep
Crying and crying again
Listening to that voice
Hide my head under
Frightening sounds from the halls
I don't like it here at all

Broken down
I want to disappear
But nothing in my head's that clear

Waking up
Sat here with my own thoughts
Can't connect the dots

Thinking no one cared
Screaming and yelling aloud
Being put on thin ice
Nothing left for me
I'm shouting just want to be free
Thinking 'bout my trauma

If I could turn back time
I'd rewind those mistakes
The ones that I had thought
That wouldn't last a day

Oh oh
I'm here right now
Listening to that voice
Inside my head
Oh o-oh
It's telling me
What I'm missing
Who I'm gonna be
Saying "please don't go!"

I'm living
I'm changing
I'm waking up
So much yet to come

I'm healing
I'm breathing
I never want to come back
Never gonna try again...