Do you know why I'm crying?
Do you know why I was yelling?
Torn between a pair of broken hearts
I wish that this would end! I wish that this never had a start
You're the one who made me weak
You're the only one I dream of as I sleep

My vivid red clashes with these shades of blue
Our friendship is on the line
So tell me, are we through?
I walked alone on that dark street
waiting for you to call
Saw my breath in cloudy white
Thinking to myself if this was worth the fight

*Chorus
I was broken from the start
But you saw something in this lonely heart
That person loves me so
But I can't take this pain anymore
I'm drowning in this conflict
Bending over backwards for you
And once again, all the plans simply fall through

Weighed down by this love
I torment myself again
I'm deluding myself again
I can't face - - I won't face reality
No matter how I beg or how I plea

Your vague answers piss me off
All you do is look away or scoff
It hurts more than anything to keep this lie up
One more push and it's game over, I'll be fucked
I'll be the the one who has to suffer
because I fell in love with someone like you

*Chorus pt. 2
I was tainted from the start
But he saw something in this lonely heart
Your kiss brought me so much joy, you know?
But I can't keep living a lie
Bending over backwards for you
And once again, all the plans simply fall through

Does it matter to you what happens now?
Are you not going to answer my question?
Am I wasting my time
on making “us” a reality?
I think that you were lying to me after all
I don't think that you had any love for me at all
I think the day we shared was no more than a distant dream. . .

*Chorus pt. 3
I was lead astray once again
I'm no different from back then
Once again, I'm crying and alone in the dark
I caused so much trouble for everyone
I'm so tired of this shit, I'm done!
Before all of this, I would've smiled and let it go
「いいじゃない別に。」
“Ii ja nai betsu ni.” = “It's alright, it doesn't matter.”
And in the end, it did matter to me
because all I ever wanted was to be loved
I hate your nonchalant ways, you know that?
If all the words that I could ever say
can't bring you to my side
Then it's time for me to to tell you goodbye


[ - E R R O R 404 - Love not found]